Friday, April 29, 2005
I know its super long but bear with me.
I edited it already.
eq: hii
.:: SERENE::: hi
eq: you. noe
.:: SERENE::: i know what?
eq: you don't need to be sad, he���s just a normal guy
.:: SERENE::: yea i know
eq: he sad that he didn't like you in the first place. So jus bear with it and be normal friends with him. He wishes that you can do that
.:: SERENE::: ouch
.:: SERENE::: what u said hurt u know
eq: sry. Well, i mean, you really liked him isit
.:: SERENE::: yarr
eq: ok..
.:: SERENE::: not obsessed or anything i just like him
eq: what godness do you see in him??? hes jus a flirt lah
.:: SERENE::: i guess i trusted him too much la
.:: SERENE::: i know he's a flirt
eq: then
eq: but i thought that he made it clear to you that he is jus friends with you
.:: SERENE::: he didn���t.
eq: really
.:: SERENE::: he didn���t.
eq: then
eq: wat he say
.:: SERENE::: he didnt say anything
eq: ohh
eq: but in a sense
eq: shouldn't you like cofirm with him first
eq: that he like you too
.:: SERENE::: he told me he did
.:: SERENE::: and yea that hurt too
eq: me or him?
.:: SERENE::: he la obviously... its just what u said that made him hurt me more... geddit?
eq: =(
eq: sry
eq: i not very good at tokin
.:: SERENE::: its ok
eq: then, he���s at fault, i guess
.:: SERENE::: maybe
eq: and i thought he was right all the time
eq: oh well
.:: SERENE::: he is manipulative. Never believe what he says.
eq: true
eq: lol
.:: SERENE::: heh
eq: sry bout that
.:: SERENE::: its ok
.:: SERENE::: last part made me laugh
.:: SERENE::: lol
eq: haha
eq: ok
eq: well, time is all it takes
.:: SERENE::: i guess
eq: to heall your wounds
.:: SERENE::: yep
.:: SERENE::: and so i shall wait
eq: =)
eq: good
.:: SERENE::: hey, thanks
eq: np
.:: SERENE::: i really needed that
eq: ok
.:: SERENE::: :D
eq: =)
eq: why, you thought that i was marcus yesterday
eq: didn't you
.:: SERENE::: no..
eq: then
.:: SERENE::: then what? u dont look half like marcus la
eq: oh
eq: i thought you said i was the gay boy
.:: SERENE::: i didnt
eq: ok
eq: another ly
eq: by jj
eq: ...
.:: SERENE::: yep
eq: haha
.:: SERENE::: he's the master of lying
eq: i couldn't agree more
.:: SERENE::: ;)
.:: SERENE::: i think he can act already. be a famous actor
.:: SERENE::: haha
eq: go to hollywoods?
.:: SERENE::: i think hollywood will kick him out
.:: SERENE::: go bollywood better
eq: diao
eq: haha
.:: SERENE::: i'm smart
.:: SERENE::: lol jkjk
eq: haha
.:: SERENE::: hey guess what.. jj's still spreading lies... or rather the truth which he lied to me about
eq: yah
eq: i noe
.:: SERENE::: sigh
.:: SERENE::: my friend just totally turned against me la
eq: sigh
eq: =(
.:: SERENE::: i feel so depressed
eq: nooo.
eq: tink bout happy things
eq: k
eq: =)
.:: SERENE::: like what>
.:: SERENE::: all in my mind now is him la...
eq: =(
.:: SERENE::: haiz really dunno what to do now la
eq: can i ask you a question
eq: it may hurt somehow
.:: SERENE::: sure
eq: ok
eq: did you have a former boy friend before jj
.:: SERENE::: yea and thanks to a guy who didnt even like me, (jj), it was torn apart
.:: SERENE::: he's like destroying my life la
eq: like, love a first sight isit
eq: when you see him
.:: SERENE::: when i saw him, i thought: this guy sure seems to think highly of himself. he was like so cocky la.
.:: SERENE::: but i guess he manipulated me
eq: ohhh
.:: SERENE::: sigh
eq: hey
.:: SERENE::: yea?
eq: he lied that you liked him when you first met him
eq: on the first look
eq: !!!.:: SERENE::: wth...
.:: SERENE::: ARGH! he's totally ruining my life man
eq: diao diao
eq: wait wait
eq: you must understand tat
eq: he dosen't like you
.:: SERENE::: i know that
.:: SERENE::: now
eq: and you must forget bout him
eq: k
eq: it works
eq: believe me
.:: SERENE::: ok i will
.:: SERENE::: thanks
The world went by at [9:23 PM]
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Woohoo! I'm like.. finally out of the hospital.. How cool is that?
The world went by at [10:08 AM]
Saturday, April 02, 2005
The world went by at [2:51 PM]
*`Serene Chen
Anarez Yamato-San
Singaporean
FuJian Baby
3rd Sept 1991
Dancer
Christ follower
Guitarist
Drummer
Drumaholic
Drakeaholic
TKGian
Animal Lover
{Wheelch@ir g@ngster}
Creamer Girl
Sk8er girl wannabe
Surfer chick wannabe
Virgoan
Slacker
Tanned `*
.::Faves::.
*`Animals
Skateboarding
Rolerblading
Drumming
Guitaring
Dancing
Jetskiing
Jamming
Crapping
Cheese
Teppanyaki
Bacon
Japanese
Anime
Friends
Boys`*
.::People::.
*`Tanya
Shiren
Chesed
pH
Fellow 3e3ers
My Kor[[Ruosheng]**
My Di[[Weilun]**
Jia Jun
Oliver?
Brandon
The gang
The guy on the bus
The guy who asked for directions
The guy on the MRT
The guy who asked ME to donate
The guy whose name I cannot mention
The OTHER guy whose name i cannot mention
The guy who used to work at Samuel and Kevin =P `*
.::Wants NEEDS::.
*`New mp3 player
iPod
Sony Ericsson W700i
A Skateboard
New Blades
Jet Ski
Beach Villa
New slingbag
Deathnote and Deathnote2 posters
Electric Guitar
Drumset
Drake Bell CD
Hawk Nelson CD
John Tucker Must Die OST
Ayumi Hamasaki CD
Yellowcard CD
Deathnote and Deathnote2 DVDs
NIV Bible
Whole series of FMP
Whole series of Burst Angel
More mangas
Surf Shorts
That uber cool skirt
Cut my hair!
Abs
Guy's shirts
Gundam Freedom
Zoid Figurine
To be able to draw
To go to America or England
To love and be loved
A life without problems and doubts`*
.::Memories::.
*January 2005
*February 2005
*March 2005
*April 2005
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005
*August 2005
*September 2005
*October 2005
*December 2005
*January 2006
*February 2006
*March 2006
*April 2006
*May 2006
*June 2006
*July 2006
*August 2006
*September 2006
*November 2006
*December 2006
*February 2007
Right now, it's all about loving yourself and embrasing your flaws
If you know relationships don't work when you're too young, why get into a relationship at all?
When the going gets tough, the tough get going, so like i said, LET'S GET GOING!!!
Judge me now, for who i am...or am I to be blamed for a crime i didn't commit?
Why quarrel if you know that you will patch up sooner or later?
Love doesn't begin in the way we think it does. Love is a battle, love is war. Love is a growing sensation.
Before you give someone a piece of your mind, make sure you have enough to spare.
It's harder to be what you are, harder to be what you are not. It's harder to know what you need, harder to know what you've got.
When the night seems to be the darkest, it means the sun will rise up soon.
Although life has it's ups and downs, NEVER surrender in this game of life.
We met and we clicked, an invisible string tied. We hope that it would not be broken, but I'm sure that will never happen.
Friends are few and far between, so... uh... make sure you cherish every single one?
Friends are rare and hard to get. Cherish them.
If you can't laugh at yourself, I will do it for you.
We're not laughing at you we're laughing near you
You want a war, you got a war. But who are you fighting for?
Carpe diem, seize the day, make your lives extraordinary
Carpe diem, even if it kills me
For the first time in my life, I know what I want to do! And for the first time, I'm going to DO IT! Whether my father wants me to or not! Carpe diem!
But only in their dreams can men be truly free. 'Twas always thus, and always thus will be
Just remember, inside every girl, there's a boy. Wait, that sounded wrong.
Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them
The Words
Just because I don't reply
Doesn't mean I'm avoiding you
Just because we don't talk anymore
Doesn't mean I dont think of you
Just because time has passed
Doesn't mean I have forgotten
Just because we had a misunderstanding
Doesn't mean it's the end of us
Just because you've seen me
Doesn't mean you know how I feel
Just because we'r far apart
Doesn't mean we can't still be friends
Friends Forever~**
.::SERENE::ANAREZ::.